Yep, it's now 5:09PM here on a Friday, 11/3/2011.
How long more? About 1hr+. Yes, I'm scared. But I'm sure I'm not the only one.
I'm not sure whether it's true, but posting Justttt in case.
It's been not bad of a life, although I've been through so much horrible shit, especially this year.
Didn't have much of a childhood. My parents are.... not together anymore. Yeah. I bet most of you know already. Even though my mom kept releasing her anger on me, I didn't mind. I bet her pain was worse than mine too.
I met many friends. From the bad to the good, I still love them all.
To my family, I know I keep saying "I hate you" sometimes, but deep in my heart... I'll always love my wonderful family. We went through so much together. and I surely can't hate you for that. We had our ups and downs, but we always knew how to go through it.
To my friends, we surreee had some heck of fun times. I love you guys to bits.. but not as much as my family. :P teehee! we did stupid things, crazy things and fun things, and I always find it awesome, no matter how much trouble we would get into, as long as my friends are there, I can go through anything.
Sorry, can't post pics of them due to privacy reasons.
And to BEAST,
You guys were the only idols that ever made me... yknow... what I am now.
Please stay the way you are, cause that's what B2UTIES love about you.
DooJoon, HyunSeung, JunHyung, YoSeob, Kikwang, DongWoon,
I will forever be a B2UTY.
A part of me is depressed cause I'm still a single, I'm still trapped in school, I'm still 14+, and I haven't even been to my first dentist appointment which is next week Thursday. I wanted to see how it feels like to actually not-have a disfigured face... I really do.
I guess my dreams of becoming a k-pop singer will never be achieved? Hahah.
Oh well, goodbye everyone, I love you all.
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