BEAST.

BEAST.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Sudden Change Of Dreams.

G'na's my inspiration of becoming a singer.:D
Not that she gets to hang out with all the celebrities. I know some people actually want to become singers for such a reason, and I find that... kinda strange? I dislike insulting people and say that they're "wasting their time" or they're "having such stupid reasons", which I don't think so.

When I watched her first MV, which was "I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better", yeah, the two above were actually with her in the MV.

The first time I watched, I admit that I was feeling slightly jealous because she has those romantic scenes with DooJoon, and I stopped watching. (Yes, I feel stupid just thinking about it.) But when time passed, I started to watch it again, and her vocals actually amaze me, cause it gives off such a strong aura. And yes, her voice really is beautiful. :)

Not only that, she's actually not a Korean. Which makes me even more inspired to be a singer cause they don't usually mind where you're from, as long as you have talent and passion.

Don't get me wrong, I'm actually in love with singing. I can't get through 5 minutes without even listening to a small tune. And you have no idea how tortured I feel when I lost my voice since more than a week ago. I still can't sing though. The urge is killing me. :/

Dancing is also what I love, but I'm still working on my flexibility, as I used to be so stiff that when I sit with my legs straight, it ends up painfully because my muscles were over-stretched. Yeahh, that was how stiff I was. Now with regular stretches and all that, I'm finally almost able to do a split. nearly? :)

Now all I have to do is build up my confidence, work on my flexibility and practice my singing. (Oh, and don't forget the teeth. -_-) And I'll make sure to audition as much as possible in hopes to be accepted. Rejection is just another inspiration for me to try harder.

The only problem, I can't go alone. Sigh, I just really don't dare to. I actually prefer being in a group. At least one more person, and then I'd have all the confidence I need.

Just sharing, thanks for reading!

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