Pain pain pain pa....in.

It's the second day that I'm having this unbearable pain on my right waist/hip.
First time I even cried from it cause usually my other pains weren't so horrible. I went to the doctor immediately and he suggested me to take a rest for today cause I twisted my muscle somewhere... so yeah. I'm here.

Andd... No, my brother does not know that I'm currently using his laptop or whatever.
But still.... ouch. :/Yeah, I did have meds and all that... but it still hurts... well... at least not as bad as the day before.

Can't blog much... mayybeee... soon? idk. Sigh. :(
Toodles! 
-I don't think they even gave a shit. Or maybe they couldn't even see it when they were right there.tf.-

New Found Happiness.

LOL no, the newfound happiness isn't for me, but for a certain someone. :)
Hopefully you guys have a good relationship!

Okay, and so I went out with my dad to buy some CDs to yknow, burn time off.
I found one, with about 24 games in a single CD. :D woohoo!

We also went to eat this chicken rice ball. 
Yep, it's chicken rice... shaped, like a ball. ._. But it's cute thou. :D
-advice for self, never order iced coffee.-


Camwhoring in the car...

Wonder why my hair looks so short here. ._.

And lastly, the outside view.

Okays, so Imma go play those games in the CD now. Just installed Puppeteer. Wee! No more trials~
Oh, and I might be going KL next weekend, might not be updating for quite some time, sorry! :(

But all you should know is that I'll be having suckish days in jai....i mean school.
Chiao-

I'm sick of telling how bad every single day of 2011 is.

So every single time I post, you should know that my days sucked. That's all.
I woke up at about 9AM, went down to eat breakfast and planning to prepare for that Johor thing which could bail me out of school tomorrow.... and guess what.

My mom says we're not going anymore.

Seriously, I know how some people would just like... find out that their relative is sick and wanna visit them, then just cause of a phone call telling them that the person is feeling alittle better, then they decided to be all "Oh okay, then there's no point of visiting you" or what-so-ever.

Oh mai god. I bet I can list out a whole hell lot of misfortunes coming my way in the next 10 months.

Many people say that PMR year is such a nice year and all that, but I have to admit it's nothing but shit atm.
I don't even have the mood to study anymore, so I have to force myself whether I like it or not.

But I'm honestly very upset thou.
Bye.

Failures? Keep Going On.

Finally made an appointment for the dentist. 
On March 12, I might either just check my teeth, or just do the operation one-shot. Nerrvous. :S
Oh, and assessment coming up. Idk why I'm not feeling a thing.

I'm also promoting that cover I posted about just now. :)
Watch here. And, they're just doing this for fun, I guess? I think it's not bad, considering that they did it for fun.
And bad comments are kind of a nono? Remember, it's only for fun.

I tried recording my "still not recovered" voice in a few songs, and I felt as if I just made a parody. Omaigosh. 8(
ESPECIALLY G'na's "What I Want To Do Once I Have A Lover". Ahh!! Sadd.

Oh well, failure? keep going on. 
Toodles! :)

OMGWAIH.

Have to go Johor tomorrow cause grandma's not well. Prayy! :(
Oh, and these past 1-2 weeks suck.

Thou, I went out with Emi on that one-day holiday. :)
Less words! Moreee pics.♥

 See Kei? Your hair grew longerr! :D Oh yes, and I went out with a tube for the first time. Skipping the natural look, I did that eyeliner and mascara thing again.

Wanted to go KTV, but turns out the earliest booking was that 4PM, and our limit was 5:30. So... we just settled for a movie. :) Hint hint.

 Hahah! if you guessed it, then you're right! I just loved this movie, although the main character could be a reall jerk sometimes. Jay Chou's English was seriously good. :)♥ Well, in his standard. He even swore at some parts. WAIII.

Our shoes! I'm wearing my mom's sandals cause... she's having my heels. And I'm kinda sick of always wearing out the converse. I lovee Kei's shoes thou.♥ Most people who passed by us seriously were staring at nothing but her shoes. LOL.

 LOL. Sorry, damn tired face, that one. 8( just slept for about a few hours.

Oh yeah, during our time there, there were some lala dudes and malay dudes trying to hit on us. Those Malay dudes were whistling at us and the lala one just went infront of us and was like doing the "call me" gesture and walked away. I regreeettt. Why didn't I slap them. 8(

But seriously. Typical kampung dudes haven't seen people in something shorter than a long sleeve shirt before. No offence to some out there!♥ :)

I bought the Mastermind album!♥ It's the second kpop album I ever had. First was Bad Girl.♥ :D

Bad news was, it costed me around RM37.50! Worseeee, it only had the CD with 5 songs and the booklet inside. I was like WTFFFF when I opened it. Others had the posters and all that. I guess it's cause they bought that nicer, shinier version of the album. SOB.

 Bought these from Temptation, this new shop that opened for some time now at Jusco. Yep, blue eyeliner and white mascara. WOOHOO. I just love this.♥

And sooo sorry to my eyes for abusing you, but since on Thursday I had such a damn bad day, I decided to put on make-up for the 3rd time for the sake of camwhoring, and also testing the make-up.

 I simply did the auntie face. :D And I'm currently chatting with Arvinth. He's showing me the cover for 2PM made by him, Sam, Zhi Loon, and Arvinth himself. They're not bad. Especially Sam's rap. LOL. But idk why I'm laughing. WHYY. Gosh, I'm so sorry to you three. XD

Okay the thing's over. *clapp for them!*♥
Oh, and this is how I drew the makeup. Simply did it... and added a little flick to the end. :D

 Yknow what, I should crop out my mouth sometime. Seriously.

Added the tiara for fun. LOL. Causee... since my mom gave me that, and I have never worn it so far in my life, I feel like it's the perfect opportunity.

 Amateur photography. :( sorry! I did my best thou. :) Thanks mom for the lovely accessory.♥

Random camwhore pic. And if you didn't know, I'm in my school uniform. PST.

 Random camwhore pic. Teehee. :D I'm currently recording my voice while typing, distracting my singing very badly. And I find out singing with your diaphragm is very diffifcult, especially for me. Damn hard to breathe.

 Plain-faced me. Well FINALLY. :D for funn la kay. hahahah.

 Oh, and this funny pic above is me using a nose tape , green tea flavour.♥ It's kinda fun to have it on for about 15 mins thou. :D Bad part was, it smells kinda funny when you put it on. o_O

 Well, I went out and took pics of the beautiful night sky!♥  (and moon) on the last day of CNY, which was on Thursday. :) See? I'm so proo.LOLJK.

This is probablyyyy better than just now. :D

Oh, I went out with my dad to Jusco to order contact lenses cause I'm running out. :/ But, I bought bread. :) And I bought this... black thing covered in sugar?

 It's called the Charcoal Doughnut. I know, it doesn't even look like a doughnut. The first time I saw it, it looked like tree bark. Yknow, those haunted evil black trees? That was what tempted me more to buy it.♥ And it's not bad actually. :)

 I bought this tinnyyy little banana cake too!♥ Just a small slice. :( But it's delish. :) I also wanted to buy the cheesecake but apparently we bought too much of those little breads and dad was already at the counter by the time I saw them. :(

Oh, more camwhoring. Me and my scary eyes are watching you. :D

That's it. I'm watching you. :) Hahah! nahh.

 Omaigod. No wonderrr people say my face fatter. ._. sigh.

 My ideal pyjamas♥ is just a long tee and those... gym shorts. Like the one above. :D

I don't even know why I took this, tbh. ._.

And now, I have to "Lou Sang" again with family. Yknow, those colourful stuff us Chinese mix together with raw salmon and some sauce? Yep. :)
Oh well, I'll blog ya later!♥

Is this counted as rule breaking?

Currently blogging at school, so no pics. :O 
Andd..... I'll squeeze the whoollleee time I'm not blogging, my experiences and whatnot into this one little sentence.

-2011 is definitely the worst year I have ever been through.-

And it's not even the middle of Febuary yet. This shows how much I dislike this year.

TTFN.

I'm such a risk taker.

What I looked like about 2-3 months ago. Changes, anyone?
-Okay fine la, you can stare at Sze who's at my right instead. :D-

I always wondered how much I changed each passing year. And according to some people, I change a whole lot. Just posting this out of curiousity.

Just like the title, I feel like taking the risk and doing that surgery for my jawbone. Idk how it'll turn out, but hopefully I'll get very good results. There's not much other options when it comes to my teeth. :/

Secondly, I feel like cutting my fringe back to the same style above. The hairdresser just styled it as he liked it cause he said I'd look better in it, and I just agreed. LOL. At least it turned out nice. :D But note to self, NEVER cut my fringe into that mushroomy type again.

I'm not gonna be posting again for a few days.... obviously cause of school. PFT.

Oh well, I'm gonna go get something light to eat. I skipped lunch. :/
Blog ya later!

Sudden Change Of Dreams.

G'na's my inspiration of becoming a singer.♥:D
Not that she gets to hang out with all the celebrities. I know some people actually want to become singers for such a reason, and I find that... kinda strange? I dislike insulting people and say that they're "wasting their time" or they're "having such stupid reasons", which I don't think so.

When I watched her first MV, which was "I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better", yeah, the two above were actually with her in the MV.

The first time I watched, I admit that I was feeling slightly jealous because she has those romantic scenes with DooJoon, and I stopped watching. (Yes, I feel stupid just thinking about it.) But when time passed, I started to watch it again, and her vocals actually amaze me, cause it gives off such a strong aura. And yes, her voice really is beautiful.♥ :)

Not only that, she's actually not a Korean. Which makes me even more inspired to be a singer cause they don't usually mind where you're from, as long as you have talent and passion.♥

Don't get me wrong, I'm actually in love with singing.♥ I can't get through 5 minutes without even listening to a small tune. And you have no idea how tortured I feel when I lost my voice since more than a week ago. I still can't sing though. The urge is killing me. :/

Dancing is also what I love♥, but I'm still working on my flexibility, as I used to be so stiff that when I sit with my legs straight, it ends up painfully because my muscles were over-stretched. Yeahh, that was how stiff I was. Now with regular stretches and all that, I'm finally almost able to do a split. nearly? :)

Now all I have to do is build up my confidence, work on my flexibility and practice my singing. ♥(Oh, and don't forget the teeth. -_-) And I'll make sure to audition as much as possible in hopes to be accepted. Rejection is just another inspiration for me to try harder.

The only problem, I can't go alone. Sigh, I just really don't dare to. I actually prefer being in a group. At least one more person, and then I'd have all the confidence I need.

Just sharing, thanks for reading!♥

Underestimating My Appetite.

Okay, Back from tonight's dinner party. :)♥
Went to my grandpa's friend's.... mansion? bungalow? idk lol. It was just another New Year's dinner, but the food? Erhhhm..... it tasted kinda strange? No off! D:

I couldn't take pics there today, cause my camera had no battery and my charger's at Klang.
So... webcam and phone! :D woo!♥
I used this Pudding Camera app on my phone. Seriously nice. But.. I wonder how Kikwang has such good aim at photos. I keep missing my face! 8(

This was the best I could do with the Pudding Cam.♥ Highly recommended app thou. :)

Okay... so I just put alittle make-up. Light eyeshadow, mascara and eyeliner pencil. I dislike other kinds of make-up other than that, and I don't see why people put on lipstick when the food/drink is gonna wash it off anyways. LOL.

Webcamwhoring!♥ Sorry if the quality is really low. 8O

Oh, outfit of the night?

Some.. sparkly shirt from 1880, and Zara skirt. I stuck a digital memo on my desktop screen about my mom having my heels, so I had to settle with her... sandals? Not really sandals.. but yknow what I mean. I...don't know about the brand thou.

While I was doing the pose below, I was thinking about that pic of DooJoon's ex gf. She's an ulzzang. (however you spell it.) And I guess it means "best face"? Yeah, she's so pretty that it's scary.

 Hahah! I was trying to do the "YOU" pose for BEAST's MV: Beautiful.♥ So fail right? But they look kinda funny doing that too. XD

Oh well, again, sorry for not taking pics of important stuff like the dinner party, and you had to be stuck with all these pics of only my faces. 8( I'll stick more memos on the lappy from now on.

Oh, and a special pic for my dear readers,

Yes, ILYSM.♥ Even more than BEAST. :D
Hope you guys keep reading my blog!

Goodnight.♥

Just My Personal Opinion.

Okay, so I've been browsing around the net for kpop singers who I think are either CUTE or HOT.♥And I came across some... well... not all. Just the ones I know quite well?

Since I'm dead bored and I'm trying not to let the meds knock me out again, I'll just post their pics and tell you the category I'd put them in. :)

-Please note that I didn't go through ALL the group singers. Just 3? sorry if your bias isn't here. Maybe I'd think he's good looking as well? LOL. And no, I'm not rating them, I'm just putting it according to the bands I went through. No first/lasts here! :D-

BIG BANG.

First up, TOP.♥
He's seriously charismatic and hot. But as you can see in their MVs, (If you do watch kpop), he has this really rough and husky voice. Whichh.. makes him even more charming.♥ So he's in the HOT category.

Secondly, G-Dragon.♥
Yes, I seriously loved his voice in Beautiful Hangover.(My blog title. Teehee. XD Okay I know it's so random lol.) Anyways.. yeap. His rapping part and his English.♥ And when he's in specs, he looks charismatic too. So he's obviously in the HOT category.

BEAST. (haha, obviously. :) )

Since you guys know that I love BEAST, I'm just gonna put them all here and categorize them. :)

Well, firstly is the leader Yoon Doo Joon.♥(People sometimes call him as Yun DuJun or something, but I like the double Os cause it seems nicer to me.) 

He's in the HOT category cause he obviously is hot.♥ 8D But.. he somehow seems farmilliar....nvm lol. Anyways, he did that "sexy look" thing in Golden Bell. XD For me, it wasn't so sexy, but more of funny.

Second, Jang Hyun Seung,♥ also known as the 4D kid, cause he asks too many funny, strange, and sometimes annoying to people, questions. (exp: why is water, water?) 

But hey, he's hot.. and cute... so... which category? ._. erh.. seeing his pics and all that, I'd go for the CUTE category. Cause everytime he does a face, no matter WHAT face it is, his eyes will always make it uber cute. :D♥

Next up is, Yong Jun Hyung♥, also known as Yong JaeSoon, but i don't think he'll like it if you call him that.

He might look like this badboy rapper, but he's actually a gentleman♥, more or less. :)

If you see my earlier post of the video, you can see that he did this horribly hilarious part of the mother in a skit. That seriously helps him get in touch with his feminine side.

He says he can't do aegyo (cuteness), but if he does, the cuteness bursts all over the place♥. But, he's in the HOT category for certain reasons. :D

Yang Yoseob/Yoseop.♥The visual maknae (erhm... visually the youngest?) of the group. His cuteness and charisma is really amazing, and his voice is... beyond amazing. :) But sadly, he has problems with his throat. He's also the most romantic among the group.♥So, I'll put him in the CUTE category. And yes, it's cause he's too cute to explain in such a short space.

Kikwang/GiKwang.♥Also known as AJ (Ace Junior). He's well known for his hot abs and... short height LMAO. (170cm). And he was classmates with Yoseob at high school. I wouldn't be surpised if they were sick of each other. XD He's a very, very gullible person.

Proof? :: Yoseob: *Points to some random island* Hey look! It's Japan! 
                    GiKwang: Oh really? 8O

He's in the HOT category cause of.... obviously his hotness. But he can be cute too. :) Oh, and he loves kids.♥ He really really does.

Lastly, DongWoon,♥ who is surprisingly the youngest of the group, considering he looks like one of the oldest, and I guess he's also the tallest. The first time I saw him, I was like, "What's this American guy doing thar?" But I found out he was pure Korean, just that he has the American hots.♥ ;)

So yeah, he's also in the HOT category. Sadly, his lines in most of their songs are quite less. :/

MBLAQ.

First up, Mir♥. This cutie was actually living in a farm before he became what he is today. He looks wayy cuter in specs thou♥, so he's obviously in the CUTE category. 

Next up, G.O.♥He usually has facial hair, but this is a special picture. He looks good in both anyways. XD

He's the first person to make me think that guys can look good in facial hair, seriously!

And by seeing most of his videos, he can be really romantic if he wants to, and can also be really crazy with the other MBLAQ members. He earns the HOT category. ;D♥

Last of all, Lee Joon.♥(or also called Lee Jun.) As you can see from the pic above, you should know that I'll put him in the CUTE category. Since he also cried when he was a victim of the 'Hidden Camera' mission, and his spasms every time he wakes up.

Despite his cuteness... I also find him to be always nearly hit by Rain. ._. poor boy.♥But he's always cheerful and really can keep his feelings inside him. Although sometimes, it doesn't really succeed.

Oh well, that's all for today, byes!♥