Tears.

Today sucked.

I'm afraid I'll screw the whole thing up on Friday.

My cramps are getting worse!

Well, at least my cough isn't that bad anymore.

Sigh, cried like hell back home.

What to do, what to do. Practiced like mad.

Oh mom, it's been a month since you left us here in Malaysia.

I miss you soo much♥

Although you and dad shout everyday...

But still... you're not that bad sometimes?

To people who think separating their parents is a good thing,

Please know that it's the worst thing you could ever go through in life.

You don't only break their hearts, but ruin your future as well.

What about your children?

Would you go and tell them happily saying,

"Oh, grandpa and grandma are separated. It's what I wanted when I was a child."

No offence, but whoever wished such a thing,

You'll deeply regret it.

I never thought my parents would even go through this.

10 years old isn't such a nice age to even experience it.

But after all these years of my mother beating the crap out of me,

I finally know why.

I'm sorry to her,

I thought she only did that for amusement.

But I finally know that you had no one to turn to.

What else could you do in such anger?

And no, I will never accuse her of abuse.

Even though it costed me my childhood.

Oh well, enough letting out my feelings.

Goodnight♥