More Apologies.

I just came back from KL,And I'll be posting the pics soon. :) 120th post!ps.

Sorry for not updating so long! Yeah, I've been to KL for a reall REAL long time.
My mom came back, and of COURSE I had to spend more time with them. She even bought me a jacket and handbag! Omigosh ilysm! ♥ 


Will post more about the KL thing later! :) 

They're trying to ruin holidays.

Not in such a good mood today. Don't ask. Annoying dad, hint hint. Oh, and he wasn't alone. Just his whole FAMILY. (Not including his children.) Just, very VERY annoying.

Oh, and some pics before I MAYBE leave off to KL. I'll post up some REAL pics later. :)

Dong Woon.

 Doo Joon.

 Gi Kwang.

 Hyun Seung.

 Jun Hyung.

And Yoseob. (omg his pic is the only blur one!)

Hee. :D Now off to find out whether they're STILL trying to keep me locked in for some idk-what shit reason. What is there to do here?? I know, screw them.

Toodles~

Talk about disappointment.

The best fan-girl-ism I can do whenever I see them in their best is, *smiles*.♥  I'm not a dedicated fangirl!

Cause I'm only half B2UTY.:) 

And no, I'm not much of a fan of anything else. Just that, I don't know about B2ST so well? God, I didn't even know their company's name till this afternoon. (SHAME.) Urgh. Still love them all the same. :D ♥ 

-No off, but in this pic, I think the two at the bottom look the best. :D ♥- 

Omg, none of my dreams had anything to do with you.Heartbreak, Heartbreak, HEARTBREAK.
Okay fine, I'm so over-reacting. LOL.

Sorry for such a late update and... I'm not really on Facebook anymore too,cause I'm busy with Twitter and other stuff. Why? Cause... That's the only place where I get to see B2ST actually posting something for real.♥  BAH. It'd be better if I just somehow went to Korea and just talk with them. (Impossible rite? I don't even know Korean at all. Well, only extremely basic ones. But that's all!)

Oh, and I'm also not really on MSN. Sorries! :/ Sigh, What is wrong with me. 

Going to KL tomorrow. Gonna hang out with my cousins, and maybe also have a belated Christmassy dinner with mommy. :) ilym mom.♥ 


And no, my blog isn't gonna be filled with continuous spamming about B2ST. (Okay fine, depends on my mood.) Just, another addiction to my life. :) Well... not really addicted. Cause I don't go all hyper when the guys show off their hot-ness and all that. In fact, I've never been hyper in such a situation. Why? ._. I have no idea. *wonders*.


Oh well, sorry about the non-pic post. In fact, I realised a few of my posts recently has no pics. Cause... I'm too lazy to kinda... take pics. Promise I'll take lots of pics on Christmassy! :) 

Toodly doo~

Goodnight/morning. ♥

(Let's see if I can sleep this time).

Wishing I could dream of you again.

Just in case you didn't know, I made this header for my blog previously, but it didn't exactly turn out to fit? So now it's all crammed up in my already-crammed-up folder. I feel it's such a waste to have it there, anyone tell me where I can possibly put this? :/

Good news!
My mom's coming back on CHRISTMAS! ♥♥


And to think I haven't seen her for months! I'm so happy. Seriously. We haven't had much contact at all. I feel like crying in joy. :') 


Oh, and about my title? You should know who it is. Teehee. :D Oh no, not just him, but the others as well. It's damn fun to like... talk to a celebrity. Seriously. And surprisingly enough, the ones in my dream can actually speak... good English. LOL. Sigh, wishing to dream about it againn.♥


Speaking of which, I'm still so damn desperate to get a new phone charger! That phone's not gonna charge itself yknow! D:< I've been asking my dad to at LEAST help me see what's wrong with it, but he doesn't bother. Sigh. Daddy issues. :/


Anyways, It's already 2AM+ and I'm wide awake. Still in deep thought about that dream. Realll deep thought. (Haha, must be going mad, that will never happen, even when I die and turn into an angel... person.) Which is very... sorta sad to know, cause that means I might never find love or a husband. GASP.


Okay fine, it's not the dream that's making me think that. But the thing is, husbands will usually want children. And I HATE children. So, no chance of any guy wanting to go out with a child-hating person like me. :O 


Okay, typed too much. Back, to wishing.
Goodnight/morning.♥

Turths.

Sigh, Nothing to do. Absoloutely, NOTHING.
So outta boredom, I made this current header of mine.
Yeah, had a loonnggg time in Paint just trying to edit this header. So damn difficult.

Oh well, might be going to KL again tomorrow.
Tatas~

Strangest Dream.

It started with suddenly having the B2ST guys in my grandpa's house. I was wanting to get an autograph or something, so I just simply dragged one of them into the room. And that guy turned out to be GiKwang. (I could tell cause he was wearing the same outfit in one of their MVs. LOL.) Then I remembered a girl getting to kiss Jay Park on the forehead. So all I said was, "Can I...". GiKwang suddenly went "Ooh!" and suddenly puckered his lips. I went *WTF*. But, since it was a dream anyways, I just gave a small peck on the lips. He stepped back and gave me a big-eyed-look and asked "So fast?" And obviously I just stared back at him with an even more big-eyed look. Then we went on with the day, as if we were somehow a couple.

Suddenly, scene changed. I'm shopping with Kei Kei and the rest of my class.. In some shopping mall which is the combination of the one I saw in Beijing, and Sunway Pyramid. We we're trying to find for something... which I more or less forgot. (DAMMIT.)

Scene changed the THRID time, and I was suddenly using the comp, then was entered in a group conversation with EVERYONE I know. My whole school, some of my relatives, and even friends from other schools. And suddenly all of us we're like.... having this screen popped up infront of us and it was showing some video about our memories and childhood life. Then halfway, almost half of the group was gone. Which was even MORE bizzare, considering that they were the ones who started it in the first place.

Thou, I've been deep in thought about the first scene of the dream. Cause... people say that when you're in a dream, you can't really feel or.. stuff. But I actually felt it. And it was horribly WEIRD. (But, I wish it could happen.) Pft, dreams. 

Just wanna share it with you guys outta boredom. Back to games!
Toodles~

Worst.Day.Ever.

Took some picture with my aunt today, cause yknow, she came and all that. My other aunt couldn't make it cause she was having a great time at KL. I'm seriously desperate to go out, but where on earth can I go on this prison? Life sucks. This seriously proves it.

Just camwhored a few seconds ago, and yknow.. did some fixing. *points at picture below*.

Teehee. :D

Editted this picture for the fun of it. Nothing to do today anyways, and I'm still wide awake and chatting. Took the liberty of camwhoring so emo-ly. See? I really have nothing to do.

Well, as expected, everytime I'm at seremban or just at home, my friends will all be doing the things I've been dying to do, and their obviously enjoying it a whole damn lot. This sucks. So damn unfair. And the minute I go out and have some fun, others are like... "ooh, cant come" or doing some other shit. I'm so pissed, but sad at the same time. Sigh, what to do?

Seriously feel like crying my eyes out.
Goodnight.

Inspirations.

I know I've been updating too much today, but what can I do? Sigh.
It's 12AM+, and I'm stuck here, nothing to do but blog.
Sze's out with Bernard, My friends are going Sunway, and my aunt's going to this convention.
Sigh,Life sucks. :)

Anyways, I've been reading blogs and all, and I lovee reading certain blogs... of people I don't really know personally, but are just.. famous.

One of my inspirations, Jane from SEAOFSHOES.

She;s a designer from the age of 15, and she's so damn pretty... and that's probably not her natural hair colour, tbh. I guess she was either a brunette?

I love her style. :D It's sho aweshum. Well... except that cockroach necklace she got. I have phobias. ._.

She wears heels so much, I've seen her pics, every single one of them, and not one of them had her wearing anything lesser than 3-5 inches of heels. How does her feet even survive that?

And her photography is amazing. She just takes pics of normal, everyday stuff, and you'd feel as if she got it from some google ultimate photography site. Not one of her pics are by phone, or webcam, or some normal cam. Gosh, she wears designer EVERYTHING. -Me, envious? nope.-

And another blogger, Daphne Charice.
Haha, I don't dare to put up her pics here, cause I have a feeling it might be a violation of copyright or something. LOL.

She's a Man Utd football junkie, she's pretty, talented in singing, and she used to be in the same school as me. :D well, I don't think she knows though. :O Bah, too bad.
She's quite tall, so damn thin and slim. And she... sometimes do advertising? and modelling? A guess from me. Although she had a bad past and all that, but it reminded me of myself. :D

Oh well, nothing else to post. Go read their blogs. :]
Goodnight/morning/ something.

Boredom kills, Silence murders.

I was dead bored, so I secretly put on my cousin's hat hairclip. I'm sure this pink hat didn't suit my probably ESPRIT Tee and PADINI jeans.  But it was worth the try. I'm sure it looks... alittle nice, at least?

 Was too lazy to put on my contact lenses, so I just took a million shots and picked my faves. I never actually liked this kind of pic, honestly cause I never look good in it, but this is a first. :D

Well, if any of you ever wondered about whether your eye is bigger than the other which makes you abnormal or something, I have proof in the above photo. The distortion is seriously noticable. And no, I have absolutely no idea why our eyes are like that. -Oh, PS: I just took the pics, like, a few seconds ago. Same goes to all my camwhoring posts. Teehee. :D

xoxo, yan.♥

Still cool, still cool.

My god, how mad can just one person make you feel? And it's all in one day.
I was about to post how cheerfully I feel about tomorrow, cause at least my aunts are coming,
But someone HAD to make me mad.
He screws up my life, and then he asks me what he did wrong. wtf.

Sigh, I need to chill.
Well, like my title above, at least I'm not closed to annoyed yet.
I don't get why I'm only easily mad at people I'm close to. I don't get it.

Or maybe that's what everyone feels?
Hopefully I'll be alittle better later. Now, gonna watch Youtube videos of B2ST~
Toodles. :D
-Oh oh, and also some Facebook apps. *jump jump*-

Just a an advice or more.

Hey all!
Just wanna talk about a certain topic today. I guess it has more or less to do with Natural Beauty.

See this pic? Completely fresh-faced. No photoshop, no make-up, and not even contact lenses.
Although I don't really look pretty, at least I appreciate that I don't need make-up all the time.

I see many, many bloggers suddenly editing their pics and putting so much make-up, just for a simple pic for their blog. I know, you all look really beautiful, but sometimes you need to have a fresh look. Let the readers see your Natural side.

The thing I dislike thou, is when they suddenly do waxing, hair/eyelash extension, and... other stuff that everyone already knows will bring a bad side-effect.

• Waxing is reall bad for your skin. It doesn't let your body hair grow naturally. Even, lets say, you don't wax, but don't go plucking it out all the time. Seriously. It'll just grow back longer, thicker, and faster each time. I don't pluck or wax or whatever, but I admit, my skin isn't so hairless and pure either.
• Hair extensions are obviously gonna damage your hair just as bad as dying it. Or even worse. Okay, maybe those extensions with clips are okay. But the ones where you're using chemical to stick it on is like... making your hair look very fake. No matter how much you pay for it to look natural, it'll always look fake. At least be patient and wait for it to grow. My hair grew... 2 inches in almost 2 years, and I don't mind.
• The thing I dislike most, (well, in my opinion,) is eyelash extension. People do it, and firstly, they look like they've put on a very heavy mascara. Although they look very pretty, but it's only gonna last for a very short time. I hear that after awhile your eyelash might start to grow normal, and might even drop off. I already feel very uncomfortable when wearing fake eyelashes, cause after removing the glue I kept feeling my lashes might drop, so I can't IMAGINE myself doing extension.
• 

See here? I didn't use any form of make-up. And I like my lashes the way they are. :D
Don't mind the manicure, teehee.
And yes, my eyebrows are thick. But It's nice for me. And no, I hate people who say I have to shave it or something. You have no idea how thicker it grew from last time I plucked it.

• And then there's the photoshopping.
• I see people photoshopping themselves to look... thinner? Or maybe fixing that blemish, covering up their pimples, whatnot. But... I don't really see much of a difference? Well, unless you're professionals. I tried the blemish thing once, and it turned out to have this... darker smudge mark when I rub it on the part I wanna cover on my face. That's even worse than having a pimple. I have not much to say about this though, sorry! Cause I don't edit my face. :O
• 
• So.... just an advice for you readers who constantly need make-up or photoshop to cover-up those blemishes or something, just stay natural. And maybe people might like your natural look even more than your photoshopped one.
• 
  
• Toodles~

And all we needed was boredom.

I made a pic for my plain blog!

Lookie up there! Teehee. :D

Well, I didn't think it'll suit much as a Facebook profile pic. So I added it here instead. Looks wonderful, doesn't it?

Tata.

Fight fire with fire.

Okay, here's the pics I promised.

Sorry for not posting them earlier! Too lazy.

And I thought the connection at Klang stinks. Sigh.

My birthday cake!

Me and my only guest. :P Haha, was trying to get that butterfly off.

When I finally got it out.

I feel alittle... round in this pic. Don'tcha think?

A... less rounder version.

And then, celebration drink!

Some lemon... citrus juice or something mixed with 5% vodka.

Well at least I didn't get drunk!

Well, tried my best to take a pic of her. FAILLL.

My bro's ice-cream bday cake.

You can guess what we did with the cake container.

Peace among the cake people!

After some lomo-ing, (lol). It's gonna be mah future profile pic. :D

Me doing the facepalm.

She says her playing looks fake.

But at least she CAN play.

I lost my memory of everything to do with piano ever since I quit classes like.. 5 years ago.

Went upstairs awhile, camwhored like hell, and only 1 fav photo.

Lighting the bday cake!

Group pic.

Cutting the cake.

Me and Sze shared a slice.

Well, we were watching movies and the both of them suddenly fell asleep.

Thou... it was already 2AM+.

So... I had some fun by using Sze's UNO cards to make messages.

Viola! (erhm, however you spell it.)

Ah well, we didn't take much photos anyway.

We went for Jusco too, for a movie.

Narnia!! Was an awesome, but quite touching in the end.

Oh, and these aren't all the photos, my apologies.

Some of them are on Facebook,

Some of them are still in my folder of documents.

Toodles~

PS: JW, if you're reading this, I'm so damnn sorry. :( Bah, blame it on my father.

Undirect apologies are sometimes, the best apology.

Sorry bout the post just now.

He's so.... nevermind, I shouldn't post about what he truly is here.

And tbh, we both hate each other.

-Okay fine, I hate him more anyways, lol.-

It's currently.. 2:51AM?

And I'm still wide awake..

In fact, I feel hungry.

And I would love to maybe... takeout McD,

But you know my dad.

Oh well, let's see if I'm even able to get a small amount of food this time.

Goodnight/morning/ whatever you call it, everyone.

I'm too full of anger.

My dad's being heartless, again.

Somebody slap him.

In times of despair, cry your eyes out.

One of the photobooth pics in Genting.

My favourite one, actually. :]

-My skin looks so light there. :D-

And... I celebrated me and my bro's birthday these couple of days.

Sze was the only guest, since others... can't make it.

So.. it was a great party anyways. :)

I'll post the pics later.

And I'm getting worried now. Very, very, VERY. Worried.

I'm supposed to go to Sunway Lagoon with JiaWun and the rest..

But my grandparents want me imprisoned at their house by tomorrow morning.

Omg, what am I to do?

Panic Panic Panic Panic.

I can't just turn her down like that, seriously.

God, I feel so bad right now. :(

I HAVE to go there.

Or else I'll just let everybody down!

PS: I'm still worrying. Oh goddd.

Just some random pic spam which is considered Heaven for B2uties.

Why yes, I am spamming pics about YoSeob.

Erh... not spam la.

This is like.. the first time I'm gonna post more than 1 pic of my favv celeb. :]

-Hah, made me sound so un-interested rite?-

Oookkaayy... LOL.

Hey look! They're wearing shirts labelled, "I lovee Malaysia!"

Why yes, Malaysia loves you too. :D

The second I looked at this pic, it reminded me of a relative of mine.

The both of them look strangely farmilliar.

-And it STILL reminds me of a relative.-

Okay fine, this is still very, seriously, absolutely little,

But I'm BORED.

And too lazy to find more pics BLAH.

So... Imma end tonight's post with this.

LMAO~

Goodnights all!

-HOPEFULLY, tomorrow will be a good day. Please? :(-

No more worries, just utter sadness and despair.

I took this pic at Genting. My favourite one. :D

Seriously, looking at this feels like I at least have some skill at photography.

And sigh, I will not look forward for tomorrow. At all.

They're not celebrating cause they want to focus on my brother only.

Sigh, what a family.

Oh well, there's always.... someday.

And I guess I need to cheer myself up?

On to the next topic!

I'm suddenly addicted to B2ST.

Thanks ALOT to Sammy Sam. -_- (hahaha, my first fav k-pop group. :P)

Can't go to their concert.. sigh. :/

And guess which is my favv? :D

That's right, go YoSeob!

And... I think HyunSeung and GiKwang are aweshum too. :]

Bah, they're seriously... idk.

I mean... seriously. IDK.

Okay fine, they sometimes make me soo........... well... something like melt but not really? Yeap.

Hahaha! Noo! Said too much. XP

Byee.

And here we go again.

Erhm, sorry for the delay... needed some time for all these photos. :]

Okay... so these are the pics from the 2nd day of Genting.

And.. I guess this has more pics as the first one. :D

Okay, starting.

Day 2.

Fresh faces from waking up early. Hahah, yes, I just discovered they had this.

The lamest ride ever, as Sze and My bro said.

Just some.. sounds? and darkness. LOL.

Mah pretty cousin, Sze. :D And if you're reading this, don't deny it. :P

A pic of lovely mother nature... or more known as... fish nature. :D

And... we camwhored in this antique car.

I bet they're gossiping. :P

Hahahha, I look sarkish.

Oh, and we went on the spinner. First ride of the day! :]

Hahah, it was Sze's first time, so she was kinda scared.

When the thing started moving, all I could hear her scream was,

Sze: We're moving! WE'RE MOVING! *screams all the way*

Before the ride.:]

-Somebody tell my bro to stop taking pics of people in such a horrible state.-

Okay, later, as we were already dizzy from the Spinner,

Sze decided to torture me with the spinning cups.

A couple of group camwhores.

Look! Torturer! -_-

You can seriously see how much she's enjoying me being tortured. LOL.

Hahahah! This, is how we will look like if we ever get drunk.

And then, we went for alittle walk, easing our dizziness.

And look! some shots of more nature! :D

Oh, and we saw these parrots during our walk.

One of them said "hi" to us! :D

My brother better at least put this as his profile pic. Seriously. -_-

A shot of two of them.

And look! We decided that since it's not so late... we wanted to try this. LOL DOCUMENTARY.

A pic with the native. (Who knew they were so damn tall?)

Oh, and spot the dinosaurs in these two pics below::

Erhm, we went for the upper path first btw.

Took a pic of this.. actually it was kinda scary to be standing next to it.. although it isn't real..

...Or is it? Nah it isn't.

(Still doubting whatever I said..)

Oh, the minute Sze saw that, she didn't wanna walk near it.

Okay finee.... neither do I. -_-

You can guess what we did next. :P

Woohoo! On with the ride!

Camwhoring!

Okay fine, I was freaked out at the T-Rex part.

-Pfftt. What a wimp.-

Oh, we also tried Go Karts!

I didn't, cause I didn't know we could hold our bags with us while we drive.

I still took care of them anyways, cause I know it'll be so troublesome to hold it along.

Hahahah! This pic is PRICELESS.

While she's driving.

Hahaha, they kept making faces at each other or something whenever they outrun one another.

A shot of the pro racers. LMAO. XD

Doing, THE JEFF.

Went to Beryls Chocolate Factory after that.

Teehee! Wanted to try some fun poses. :D

And then... this was on our way to this Roller coaster called "Mine train".

-Or smth.-

Look! Dinomance! (Dinosaur+Romance.) Get it? HAAHAHAH! GodI'msolamee.

It was awesomeee. :D

And since we still had a hell lotta time till our more exciting plans,

We decided to go for Archery.

Which is which? (Left to Right,) Bro, Sze, Me.

And then we took another roller coaster, (or I think we did.)

And went back to the hotel for another make-up frenzy, had our lunch too.

Maggi Cups!

Later went for the 4D movie. Haunted House.

Yeah, that's what we passed all our time for. :D

The line is damn long, warning to you people.

So we camwhored before almost reaching. And it only took... 40 mins? LOL.

Okay, we went out, and I was crying.

Yep. Cried through the WHOLE movie.

Nobody told me it's gonna be so damn scary. My goddd!

Hahaha, and to cheer ourselves up, we went for Pizza.

-Sorry for no pics! The waiters were really pissing us off. -_- -

Oh, and we secretly snuck out to the theme park again at night.

Look at all the lights!

Sorry if it's too blur. :X

Hahah, the spinner.

You have no IDEA how many times we sat on it.

In counting.... 5-6 times? Woohoo!

So good to feel the breeze on your face!

And we also went for some shopping!

Wanted to buy these so damn badly. :[

Oh well, at least I bought something else. :D

Gah, don't look at me here. I look so horrid. Stick your eyes on the girl to the left.

Hahahah, after that, it was about... almost 11PM?

So we went for another round of Bowling.

The minute we went in, we we're like.. WOW.

It GLOWS. It SERIOUSLY GLOWS! 8D

This proves how much horrible flash can make you look sometimes.

Not only the bowling alley is glowing, even everything yellow, light green and white!

See below? Even my bro himself is glowing.

Check out mah awesome "glow-in-the-dark" shirt. :D

At about 12AM, we headed to the floats.

Ours was the dragon. 8)

Thou, I was hoping for the flowery one... or something nicer. :/

Oh, and we went to the upper upper floors for arcades and all that. Took pics in the photobooth too.

Yeah, it costs like... RM35 or something? But it's damn worth it.

1. The decos are awesome, so are the backgrounds.
2. They can lighten your skin!
3. And most of all, it has English and many other different languages! No more wondering like mad what the Japanese words mean. :D

Gah! My bro and his bad photography again. -_-

And we finally went back at around 1AM.

Yeah, this shows how much my bro can go through just to hide from my camera.

Byees. :D